Did you see this soft toy ? Is from you ! This soft toy is sleeping with me everynight & I even hug it to sleep :) I did saw my changes which is control my temper. I didn't burst out , I kept swallow all the anger into my stomach. It's hard to do that I swear but I manage :) I'm gonna make more changes to prove it to you that I can do it ^.^

8:56 AM
iloveyou ,

12:46 PM
iloveyou ,

• Far East Plaza
• Cine
• Lucky Chinatown
• Home Sweet Home

Dear blogger , i'm so enjoy myself going out with my sister in law. Shopping for afew hours. Benjamin & Kenneth came to Far East & look for me and have a short chat. Had our early dinner at cine at Xin Wang HongKong Cafe. I swear that will be my last time of going there to have my meal ! The pork cheesy baked rice damn er xin can =.=" After eating , took bus down to Lucky Chinatown kbox. Went there to sing till 9pm. I brought $70 out today & i spend $61 ! Gosh ! Gonna pok liao ! I thought i can enjoy singing sia end up my sister in law select all the song that really can make me cry ! :( Today i'm super duper emo ! :(

10:30 PM
iloveyou ,

Today went for interview and went bugis with Kyra & my mum and have Sushi for lunch :) Went home have a nap till evening wake up and have dinner. Currently Watching Channel 8 till 10pm and prepare to sleep. I'm super tired today and don't wish to do anything.

9:45 PM
iloveyou ,

Now i know how bad am i. I'm not a good girl at all. I'm a girl who only know how to make people angry and pissed off because of me. I'm born to be alone without getting close to others. I'm not suitable to open my mouth to talk to anyone. I wish one day i really can see the changes. I don't wish to have people to hate me ! Is okay , i don't mind 1 week or even 1 month never meet. I'm just worry one day you will disappear from my heart and never come back. No ones can predict what will happen in the future. Everything is just happen out of sudden. Now you are have self-prepared never meet also is okay to you. meet 1 hour also nvm. But you are a person who actually got time for me but you choose to spend on those self than spending on me ! You can compare how impt are you to me than how impt am i to you !

12:19 PM
iloveyou ,

Hey readers , I'm back to blog. :) Well yesterday i really enjoy myself gathering with my cliques & my dearest :) Went arab street for shisha till 10.15pm then slowly walk to bugis :) Today didn't meet my dearest of course my mood definitely not good lah. But i've no choice. So forget about it. Whole day rot at home didn't step out my door a single step. Woke up at 11am and switch on my lappy and rot ! Doing some refection of my education and i'm seriously regret alot. Regret for not attending to school regularly & didn't put in effort at all. End up N level result is out and i started crying. No point anyway. Take a look at my current life. Super worst than the past. No school wanna accept me , Currently look for job also difficult to find. I currently machiam like a useless girl sia seriously ! Now i wanna change my life to a better one . I don't want to look back anymore. I want to fast earn $$ & go study private school. Planning to go PSB Academy with dearest. I hope i really past my exam with flying colours :) I'm really very happy to be with my dearest. Thanks him for changing me from bad to good. He is the one who make regret on my past life & make me look towards to future. :) I've seriously no regret to be with him. I've been together with him for 99days 16Hours 44min 20sec. Iloveyou baby. looking toward to our 4th month :) Muacks

7:55 PM
iloveyou ,

I'm so sad this few days seriously. I really don't know what to say about this. Nowadays you kept giving me empty promises. Even you promised my parents that you wanna pei them to have dinner on Sunday end up you now tell me sunday cannot because you need to do business things. Okay i understand. Last time you used to meet me 6 days a week. Nowadays you started to ask me not to meet you.  But all i want to know is if anything happened , will you give up your business or giving up on me ? Is business more impt or me ? I just don't understand why can't you do other business ? Why must be fishing? Why are you putting yourself in danger ? DO you know fishing also very danger ? What if there's storm ? You rather die than taking care of me for the rest of your life ? I know i don't have the right to say you because i'm not your mother. But because you are the most important man in my whole life. I don't want to have anything happen to you. If not i will never forgive myself. :( I really hope you will reflect and make some changes of yourself. I don't want you to leave me one day because of feeling fade or because no time to meet. :( Iloveyou babyy forever.

11:58 AM
iloveyou ,